this is kind of my "fuck you" to the universe. i have been so agro lately and i know what it is. as most of you know i lost my brother a few weeks ago and i have been really good at distracting myself and not really dealing with it. instead of getting horribly depressed per usual i am getting mad at everything, and it's really unlike me. i am a generally outgoing, optimistic and happy person. a true sag. what is my point? i am going to directly quote something my bff wrote in her blog. she is hysterical and you should check her out. this is my thought exactly:
You see, I’ve tried spiritual cleansing and speaking to the universe (note to universe: may be time for you to get a hearing aid….BFF and I compared notes and it seems neither of us have been heard) and it seems when I speak to or throw the negative energy to the universe, it just boomerangs right back to me.
I think I’ve given the universe several chances. --grigio girl.
seriously take a look at her blog if you like witty shit. anyway i am ready for things to start looking up, the good thing is, that apparently anger is a step up from depression. so yay.
hope you all are enjoying your week. thanks for letting me vent. i love you all.
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jean jacket: vintage?, tank top: brian lichtenberg, disco pant: american apparel, zoe boots: sam edelman, necklace: alex + chloe x brian lichtenberg, hand chain: apparellel.
You still beautiful, angry or not. I hope everything settles down and you can keep distracting yourself until you're ready.
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sending love to you!
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Hey hun : ) I am sending u lots of luv and a big hug! I really am sorry for your loss, do what you have to do, thinking of u : ) xxx
ReplyDeleteclare--thank you so much! xxx
ReplyDeletekim--does this mean you are back?! i hope! thanks for the love, love. xxx
fashionjazz--you are so thoughtful and sweet. one of a kind i'm telling you. mwah!
You always have such amazing looks to show and you change looks everyday, when on somebody else a lot of these pieces of clothing would look boring, never on you and this is a very stylish person for me:)
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Gia.
it's only been a few weeks, I say be as pissed off and angry as you want.
ReplyDeletehope things start looking up soon
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ReplyDeleteYou Rock! I love your Blog! Sorry for your loss.. Keep Rockin it girl.... xoxoxoxoxoxo Tracy
ReplyDeletetotally justified agro. it is not easy thing to go through.
ReplyDeleteon another note, i just got your comment on gena rowlands...and all i have to say is: amazing!! beyond amazing. she is such an icon. what movie was it?
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My mom told me that the best way to honor someone you've lost is to mourn them. I lost my best friend two years ago. She was killed in front of her husband & children. Through that experience I have learned that God can redeem all things. My friend's husband has forgiven the man responsible, & even appeared at his trial to make a statement & ask for leniency. Blessings to you & your family! You are loved & seen & heard. Trust it!
ReplyDeleteLove the camo hat. ;) I have a couple of vintage old man hats that I'm trying to get listed in the shop. If it stops raining, I'll shoot them today.
I'm so sorry about your brother, I lost my little brother too a few years back and it's devastating. Hope it gets easier for you soon xxx
ReplyDeleteOn a happier note, I love this outfit! You look incredible as always. You're just so talented :)
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love this whole look...very Carrie Bradshaw.
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oh man, im sorry to hear that
ReplyDeletebut things will get better with time
that how life works.
stay strong
as i always say life is a bitch BUT enjoy it and do whatever makes you happy!!
i still need to get me some of those disco pants
they are so expensive for my wallet though! one day hahhahah
you loook amaizng!
you look so hot!! love the Zoe boots on you with those leggings
ReplyDeletethank you for leaving a comment on my blog. saw your hat w/ the raccoon you're obsessed with. So cute
The play on words for the title of this post is amazing. And I absolutely love you for being so fierce. Can I just say...YOU ROCK!!! :)
ReplyDeletesending good thoughts your way!!
ReplyDeleteWow! so cool outfit!!
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I'm so glad if you visit again and follow me<3
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First, thanks for your comment :)
ReplyDeleteI just read your blogs and I like them. It's really great that you help people with real insperience :)
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nothing wrong with a little aggro - especially after a loss. just move through it and take the feelings as they come. don't deny them. ;)
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It's great that you can be angry. That sounds weird but it's better than shutting off completely. A step above depression is such a good thing. I love your honesty about this not pleasant place you're in at the moment.
ReplyDeleteThis could turn into a rambling comment so I'll just say thank you for your comment on my blog and I quite like the look of yours.
So sorry to hear about your bro :(
ReplyDeleteYou do a really good job of making agro look incredibly sexy and cool, tho!!!
I'm a writer for the site socialdiva.com, and they're hosting an event in LA on March 3 & 4 on 'being happy..' It's so not my scene or thing, but this grooovy motivational speaker will be here teaching girls how to get out of their slumps. I think I'm going to attend one of the nights, prob @ T Salon on Melrose, to show support but also b/c it's a pretty cool concept and inspirational!
Here's a link to the invite if ur interested!
http://los-angeles.socialdiva.com/events/social-diva-event-invitation-to-gabrielles-angels/
And I'd LOVE to meet you!
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Kimmy
sorry to hear about your brother. it's always tough at first but you'll get through it. keep it up <3
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i am so sorry to hear about your brother...i am very close to my brother and i cant imagine your pain. i heard time heals all wounds and i hope it does for you as well!
ReplyDeletethanks for your sweet comments! come back soon!
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haha amazing ! i just blogged about a very similar pair of leggings from aa (if not the same) yesterday ! loveee this outfit. so seriously, how amazing is your blog? how have i never been here before? definitely linking this one so i can stop by more often. with your permission of course ;)
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awwww...thank you so much beautiful ones. so sorry for the vent.
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That top is fab!
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LOVELOVELOVE. this is soo a 'fuck you' style. haha.
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