2.24.2010

camo toe.


this is kind of my "fuck you" to the universe. i have been so agro lately and i know what it is. as most of you know i lost my brother a few weeks ago and i have been really good at distracting myself and not really dealing with it. instead of getting horribly depressed per usual i am getting mad at everything, and it's really unlike me. i am a generally outgoing, optimistic and happy person. a true sag. what is my point? i am going to directly quote something my bff wrote in her blog. she is hysterical and you should check her out. this is my thought exactly:

You see, I’ve tried spiritual cleansing and speaking to the universe (note to universe: may be time for you to get a hearing aid….BFF and I compared notes and it seems neither of us have been heard) and it seems when I speak to or throw the negative energy to the universe, it just boomerangs right back to me.
I think I’ve given the universe several chances. --grigio girl.

seriously take a look at her blog if you like witty shit. anyway i am ready for things to start looking up, the good thing is, that apparently anger is a step up from depression. so yay.

hope you all are enjoying your week. thanks for letting me vent. i love you all.

xxx
t



jean jacket: vintage?, tank top: brian lichtenberg, disco pant: american apparel, zoe boots: sam edelman, necklace: alex + chloe x brian lichtenberg, hand chain: apparellel.



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27 comments:

  1. You still beautiful, angry or not. I hope everything settles down and you can keep distracting yourself until you're ready.

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    x

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  2. sending love to you!
    XXX, Kim

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  3. Hey hun : ) I am sending u lots of luv and a big hug! I really am sorry for your loss, do what you have to do, thinking of u : ) xxx

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  4. clare--thank you so much! xxx

    kim--does this mean you are back?! i hope! thanks for the love, love. xxx

    fashionjazz--you are so thoughtful and sweet. one of a kind i'm telling you. mwah!

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  5. You always have such amazing looks to show and you change looks everyday, when on somebody else a lot of these pieces of clothing would look boring, never on you and this is a very stylish person for me:)

    xoxo,
    Gia.

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  6. it's only been a few weeks, I say be as pissed off and angry as you want.
    hope things start looking up soon
    -Carla

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  7. You Rock! I love your Blog! Sorry for your loss.. Keep Rockin it girl.... xoxoxoxoxoxo Tracy

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  8. totally justified agro. it is not easy thing to go through.

    on another note, i just got your comment on gena rowlands...and all i have to say is: amazing!! beyond amazing. she is such an icon. what movie was it?

    xo,
    amy

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  9. My mom told me that the best way to honor someone you've lost is to mourn them. I lost my best friend two years ago. She was killed in front of her husband & children. Through that experience I have learned that God can redeem all things. My friend's husband has forgiven the man responsible, & even appeared at his trial to make a statement & ask for leniency. Blessings to you & your family! You are loved & seen & heard. Trust it!

    Love the camo hat. ;) I have a couple of vintage old man hats that I'm trying to get listed in the shop. If it stops raining, I'll shoot them today.

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  10. I'm so sorry about your brother, I lost my little brother too a few years back and it's devastating. Hope it gets easier for you soon xxx

    On a happier note, I love this outfit! You look incredible as always. You're just so talented :)

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    xx

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  11. love this whole look...very Carrie Bradshaw.

    Awesome blog....totes gonna follow :D

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  12. oh man, im sorry to hear that
    but things will get better with time
    that how life works.
    stay strong
    as i always say life is a bitch BUT enjoy it and do whatever makes you happy!!

    i still need to get me some of those disco pants
    they are so expensive for my wallet though! one day hahhahah
    you loook amaizng!

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  13. you look so hot!! love the Zoe boots on you with those leggings

    thank you for leaving a comment on my blog. saw your hat w/ the raccoon you're obsessed with. So cute

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  14. The play on words for the title of this post is amazing. And I absolutely love you for being so fierce. Can I just say...YOU ROCK!!! :)

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  15. Wow! so cool outfit!!
    and thanks for your comment.
    I'm so glad if you visit again and follow me<3
    XX

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  16. First, thanks for your comment :)

    I just read your blogs and I like them. It's really great that you help people with real insperience :)

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  17. nothing wrong with a little aggro - especially after a loss. just move through it and take the feelings as they come. don't deny them. ;)

    *hugs*

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  18. It's great that you can be angry. That sounds weird but it's better than shutting off completely. A step above depression is such a good thing. I love your honesty about this not pleasant place you're in at the moment.

    This could turn into a rambling comment so I'll just say thank you for your comment on my blog and I quite like the look of yours.

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  19. So sorry to hear about your bro :(

    You do a really good job of making agro look incredibly sexy and cool, tho!!!

    I'm a writer for the site socialdiva.com, and they're hosting an event in LA on March 3 & 4 on 'being happy..' It's so not my scene or thing, but this grooovy motivational speaker will be here teaching girls how to get out of their slumps. I think I'm going to attend one of the nights, prob @ T Salon on Melrose, to show support but also b/c it's a pretty cool concept and inspirational!

    Here's a link to the invite if ur interested!

    http://los-angeles.socialdiva.com/events/social-diva-event-invitation-to-gabrielles-angels/


    And I'd LOVE to meet you!

    xx

    Kimmy

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  20. sorry to hear about your brother. it's always tough at first but you'll get through it. keep it up <3

    ps--love the top! (:

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  21. i am so sorry to hear about your brother...i am very close to my brother and i cant imagine your pain. i heard time heals all wounds and i hope it does for you as well!

    thanks for your sweet comments! come back soon!
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  22. haha amazing ! i just blogged about a very similar pair of leggings from aa (if not the same) yesterday ! loveee this outfit. so seriously, how amazing is your blog? how have i never been here before? definitely linking this one so i can stop by more often. with your permission of course ;)

    xx lue

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  23. awwww...thank you so much beautiful ones. so sorry for the vent.

    love.
    xxx
    t

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  24. LOVELOVELOVE. this is soo a 'fuck you' style. haha.

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